The enormously attended and overwhelming peaceful vigil tonight in Washington Square Park was drawing to a close around 11:30 p.m. when word began to spread that the park was going to be shut down at midnight. There were still a few hundred people in the park, sitting on benches, milling about and talking. Some played music, or stood by and listened. Those who had flyered the event were regrouping and boxing up their leftover leaflets; those who had tabled were folding up their tables and lugging them out of the park. At Washington Square South, a group of about twenty people, including the activist Julia Butterfly Hill, were preparing for a walk to Ground Zero. "They don't want us to go down there tonight," said Hill. "It's not permitted; we weren't permitted to announce it from the stage. But that's not right, that this is the anniversary and we can't go to the very site where it happened." The procession started south just after midnight. At the same time, a crowd of sixty to seventy angry people gathered by the arch. "Keep the parks open! Close the INS!" they shouted, in reference to the detainees kept in U.S. prisons on specious and trumped-up charges. "Whose park? Our park!" Soon about thirty people remained, including this reporter. We formed a circle and delegated a candle as a "talking stick" as we hashed out our plan of action. Did we want to hold a sit-in and risk arrest? At first the general feeling was that it was a good idea -- even our duty -- to do an action claiming the park as public space. As one woman said, "What happened on September 11 happened to all of us, to the people of this city. Now more than ever we need these public spaces to come together and make ourselves and each other feel safe again, to feel like this city belongs to us -- not like it's on loan from an uncaring government." Some brought up an anti-Bush protest on Thursday at which civil disobedience is planned, while others spoke about their feelings about the famous date and the vigil. "I came here from Boston," said Vanessa. "This is my first time here. I've been to New York State, but never the city. So I never got to see the towers when they were standing. But I love New York already. This vigil is a beautiful thing." Still others, all white men, used the talking stick to groove on the sound of their own vocal tones. One man advertised his website, while another thanked his friends as if receiving an Oscar. "Let a woman speak!" became a frequent cry. "Give the stick to a woman!" "I've been coming to antiwar protests in this park since the '60's," said one speaker. "The history of this park is a history of protest. We are part of that history." There was a heightened sense of risk, and adrenaline. I watched community form from what had been a group of strangers. New faces became fast friends; old buddies became cherished compatriots. The police presence increased as our numbers shrank and the clock ran down. At about 12:40 am, Mac Scott, a representative from the People's Law Collective, took the talking stick and announced that he had spoken with a police representative and we were indeed going to be arrested if we did not clear the park by 1 am. The debate grew even more intense, as we tried to come to a group decision. "I'd like to see a straw poll of who is planning to get arrested," said one man, but most were still undecided. One woman expressed doubt that arrest would have any productive effects beyond symbolism. Similarly, my friend Daniel worried that the number of arrestees was too small for any media coverage or political impact. Aresh, another activist, disagreed. "If there was only one protester here, one policeman and one witness, it still would be worthwhile," he said. "You have to know your heart and know what feels right to you. It's not about the attention it gets." 1 am came and went, and we were still debating. At 1:30 the paddy wagons appeared. The ranks of police advanced on our small circle, cutting off a man mid-sentence. There were several hundred policeman there: rows of blue-uniformed cops in riot helmets with guns and nightsticks, higher- ranking officers in white shirts and plainclothesmen. The circle was backing up, breaking apart, making for the exits. "This park is closed," said a policeman through a bullhorn. "If you do not leave the park at this time, you will be arrested." I found Daniel and grabbed his hand. He grabbed Tom's hand. "Hold hands, hold hands," they urged the group. Holding hands, we formed four rows walking east out of the park; behind us were at least ten rows of policemen. I was terrified, dragging Daniel by the hand, but soon realized that we were walking as slow as you please. "Why are we walking so slowly?" I hissed to Daniel. He smiled and replied, "Because we can." As we reached the barricades at Washington Square East, the policemen opened them to let us emerge. About a hundred people were gathered there. The musician Patti Smith ran over and stood with us as if she'd marched out of the park. A few minutes later she was talking eagerly to a woman with a video camera and microphone. "Vanessa was arrested," shouted Nico, a man from our group, as we disappeared among the bystanders. "That young girl from Boston. They arrested her." According to a witness, "She was walking out of the park, banging her bongo drum with both hands. One of the cops grabbed her bongo, and of course it was attached to her by a strap, so he grabbed her, basically, and arrested her." "Remember Vanessa," shouted Nico. "She's doing this for all of us. For peace."